埋怨?

夜深了 孩子 下一攤去哪玩? 俺說的!!
孫叔叔 沒有人會聽一位老伯伯在那靠腰了
一個老人該做一位老人該做的事
坐在你的老人院裡的搖椅上
看著報紙 喝你的的老人茶
為你自己感嘆自我人生的無奈!
也許你也沒有機會好好想著能夠做些什麼吧


打個電話回家能夠得到什麼回應!
你以為這些當父母的 [塞您釀A老羈掰]
真的會把藏在漫罵後的擔憂坦白地表達出來嘛?
看! 有種你再吠一次!!
糙! 話啥咱們都不回家!! [ㄚ厝囜哈凛係味嚇米沒斷瀨!!]
事情最好是有那麼簡單
不然的話 爸爸媽媽為什麼要吵架!!
你他嘛地為什麼要哭泣?
為什麼刀子插到你的喉嚨裡的時候你才想說話!!
但是我聽不到啊? [WHY ARE YOU CHOKING NOW!!!!?]
當初你不是聽不進我們所說的話 感覺不到我們何以打電話的心情!! [操你係咧吠瞎嘯!]
又不是您背才會喝酒抽煙 靠 我們還會哈管抽麻 你們那些算什麼!!
借酒澆愁 愁更稠.. [啊您粉教係某郎軋貴咻!!!]
不要喝醉酒才敢跑回家來隨便打人 [看!! 污哮來釘辜枝啦!!]
壞事我們敢作!! 脾氣我們敢發!! 但是我們絕對不會變成你們一般的俗辣!!!
沒用的人 專做沒用的事!~ 算了! 何不早日解脫得了 現在就讓你們下地獄!
[RUA TAHTAHTAHTAH!!] [TAHTAHTAH!!] 糙! 還沒死?
哏啊啊啊啊!!! 為什麼蟑螂就是能夠苟延殘喘!! 喝! [哏! 暫吼哩係!!!]


蹲在街旁 看著你們猶如殭屍般行走!! 恨不得把你們拖到後巷把你們幹掉!!
省點力氣去擠出那種看不起瞧不起咱們的眼神!!
垂頭喪氣低著頭的你們是比不上抬著頭望著天空的咱們!!
按捺! 沒有人會因為你的老而給你尊敬!
只有你自己能夠贏得你該得的~
誠實的告白啊 難道你也無法承認你自己的過錯!
你就沒有辦法坦然面對你自己造的孽和業嘛!
大人啊 難道你要我們為了長大成人而感到羞恥嘛!
看來是沒用啊 對阿!
把所有的過錯留給咱們!! 你們的無恥讓你帶走!!!
咱們的未來不需要你們的屌!! [操嘎些垢A爛窖 免忑瀨溫面境啤!! 剁調A卡僅啦!!!]


俺要! 把俺的恨 俺的怨!! 連著這把刀一起埋到你的身體裡~
讓你們親身體會 啞巴嚼黃蓮的滋味!
然後再虛情假意地在你耳邊說 :

" 我也感到心痛啊 你不知道當我刺進去的時候 我的心也在滴血啊!"

聽著你猶如脫水的金魚 呼啊呼啊地 慢慢地逝去
看著你猶如搖尾乞憐的死狗 慢慢地發紫僵硬
可憐啊 沒有人會記得你!~
最多就你那就不重用的話 [孩子! 打個電話回家吧!!]
你的害人不少就是你現在的報應!!
哭啊!~ 為了你的一句話 多少更多破裂的家庭!!
為了填飽你的大口袋 多少美夢被毀滅!! 更! 你哭了也沒用!
[ YOU BETTER SHUT UR HOLE!! AND FUQ OFF BEFORE U GETTN BLAST ]



[孩子 夜深了 找個地方落腳吧! 家~ 也許遙遠, 猶如黎明般的希望終將降臨 ]


GET READY TO DIVE!! INTO THE DEEP REAL!

long longed...

long longed...
but it is always too late...
you were to burst... i was to stutter...
it was the first time in my life...
what i have long longed for...
it has finally come true...
yet it only tastes of bitter and sour...
sorrow... how this is to be... hard to endevor
time... is not it funny... when you see it...it is always against you
chance..is not it fragile... when you hold it..it is already breaking
i was blinded ... from the start...
how about you?
i was deaf... from the noise...
and you?
i was out of control... from the dose...
what was going on?

I could not wait... almost burst out and hold you...
yet you are gone again...

if only... let me prey for if only...
to see you again... when will i see you again?

at the same nightfall... and the night to be forgotten
that is our road... only exists in the blinding..
pity... lost in the dream with y[u]

1299

Record of the year 2004.
one thousand.. two hundred.. &ninety-nine cups..


"We should do this sometimes.. !! We love to take your money!! AGAIN!! "

through the rush hours..
we have technically only two people working back there..
Imgaine that!!..
hey!! but we aint feeling nothing.. take a second &think about it.. *ding! time up!
WHY??
heard it wasnt busy in the morning...~
heard someone was almost pissed off while working cus some [tourists] dropping by..
WHY??

it is hard!! but yes we conquor!!
that is what make us different..!!
i'm sorry to say so!! 'cus it is the day, you suckers proved it yourselves!!

free pizza at the end of day!~
funky boss we got!!
took a puf with him!! hell'ya!~

hope to see you again next year.. boxing day!!
a match that is always unpredictable and chanllenging!!
see you there! and we gonna kick your butt again!!

instruction

It may seem hard, but that is ok while you are at it.
Think! Imagine! In fact it is rather simple.
Just close your eyes, listen to the beat, and follow with flow.
Visualize as if you are talking both a shower and a bath.
as if it is so soothing... so relaxing... the feeling makes you wanna sing.. the beats makes you feel..
it is the music within, and you just have to tag along the beat when you let go..
rubbing the soap down your body and loving the feeling... so smoothie...what relief it be..
Amazing how dance be... it keeps you going and going as you indulge and enjoy yourself in it...
refreshing~ you would not even know if you have spend hours there~

...death

I really wished...
as if you were only asleep... if only u were..
you are fair as ever...
bright&beautiful...
you knew I can never take away my eyes...
simply I can melt of your smiles...
you were what I lived for.. what I am dying for..

so, wished really I have.. desperately..
only asleep you were..

or... at least let me be with you...
gone with you... die with you...

goodnight.. take me away..


see you in the dream of death~*

searching for y[u]

was it you...?
or...Was it me?
...Was me more so.. sadly~


I lost my eyes...
...eyes [that] see you


...Your face... Faded in the dark
Silver-lined by the moonlight~
...the smile of yours... has now gone ~ ~ into the dark
the last... the ease of the pain and lone~ a weeping owl taken off..
preyed~ ..shall it last forever.. under the moonlight..


thousands miles under...
a lone en... searching...


lost the sense of light... time... & y[u]...