have you...?

Have you ever felt so alone..

that when you open your eyes.. the room is dark..
the whole wide world is left with none but yourself..

Have you ever felt so cold..

that when you had to take the bus by yourself..
you would swore yourself that it is the last thing you wanted to do..

Have you ever felt so down..

that when you try and get up.. you are stoned back down..
as it seems you never belong up there..

Have you ever felt so empty..

that when you reach your heart..
it is pitch dark and of a depth without bottom..
that horrifies you ever to touch it again..

Have you ever felt so wreched..

that when you wake up in the morning.. the first thing that strikes you..
is that your back deeply rooted into ground..
and you cannot ever get up without hurting yourself..

You cannot get up.. You felt like dropping..
having nothing to grab on.. continously falling..

into the abyss.. have you ever.. felt so..?


I have.. not.. but.. I can imagine a life of such..